psychotic
11/21/05
Mon
Even though I do know the answer, I can’t help but ask What is wrong with this bloke?
He was pathetic to incessantly call the Department Head last night demanding I should be booted out. But the boss insisted on talking to me first – to my damn relief!!! Been wanting to talk to him for the longest time!
So this morning, I have come clean with every detail – every fuckin’ detail, including those I shouldn’t really be admitting! I had to for him to understand fully well. However, I was very cautious. I went to the extent of playing “legal” by dropping in those essential “allegedly,” “reportedly,” “she claims…”
At the end of the discussion, he was convinced that this was a pathetic issue. Think about it:
A man who harasses me and tells me he doesn’t want to talk to me, but he keeps on looking for me so he could harass and talk to me.
A woman who promises to keep her mouth shut, but because (according to her) idol nya ako and she draws strength from me, she keeps mentioning my name, thus, unknowingly getting me involved.
The same man who tells me he doesn’t want me involved, but keeps on getting me involved as well.
E why do I have to be included in this relationship?! I’m certainly not benefiting from it. I don’t care about them! Why would I want my days spent on such trivial and disturbing issues that aren’t even my own?!
The boss said he won’t allow that I be harassed like that again, but if I ever do, I should go straight to him. Tears suddenly overflowed – I was so relieved! This was the first time I was able to tell someone, and I have protection now from my superiors.
That afternoon, he kept harassing me by calling me at the E.R.
Fortunately, the boss walked by. With the help of my colleague, I was able to tell him that I was again being harassed. He initially brushed it off, like it’s so petty I shouldn’t mind it. But then I guess he felt the harassment, so he told me I should go home.
I am home. But I couldn’t go out.
The asswipe threatened that he will file an official complaint against me. I answered back, “Ok.” I felt he was stunned. Hahahaha!
I am looking forward to tomorrow. If the big bosses would give in to his so-called complaint, then I don’t deserve to be here.
I deserve a better place.
However, I went into this place without any plans of giving up. Now, more than ever, I don’t want to. Even if it were just to not give him that satisfaction that he is invulnerable.
E kung sa palakasan lang, di nya kilala ang mga kilala ko. But I don’t do that. I’m a peace-loving person. If provoked to the core, then that’s the time for more aggressive action.
Pasalamat sya na sa Department Head level pa lang ito. Ang nakakatawa pa nito, e obvious naman na sa akin kakampi yung Head for rational reasons.
Mon
Even though I do know the answer, I can’t help but ask What is wrong with this bloke?
He was pathetic to incessantly call the Department Head last night demanding I should be booted out. But the boss insisted on talking to me first – to my damn relief!!! Been wanting to talk to him for the longest time!
So this morning, I have come clean with every detail – every fuckin’ detail, including those I shouldn’t really be admitting! I had to for him to understand fully well. However, I was very cautious. I went to the extent of playing “legal” by dropping in those essential “allegedly,” “reportedly,” “she claims…”
At the end of the discussion, he was convinced that this was a pathetic issue. Think about it:
A man who harasses me and tells me he doesn’t want to talk to me, but he keeps on looking for me so he could harass and talk to me.
A woman who promises to keep her mouth shut, but because (according to her) idol nya ako and she draws strength from me, she keeps mentioning my name, thus, unknowingly getting me involved.
The same man who tells me he doesn’t want me involved, but keeps on getting me involved as well.
E why do I have to be included in this relationship?! I’m certainly not benefiting from it. I don’t care about them! Why would I want my days spent on such trivial and disturbing issues that aren’t even my own?!
The boss said he won’t allow that I be harassed like that again, but if I ever do, I should go straight to him. Tears suddenly overflowed – I was so relieved! This was the first time I was able to tell someone, and I have protection now from my superiors.
That afternoon, he kept harassing me by calling me at the E.R.
Fortunately, the boss walked by. With the help of my colleague, I was able to tell him that I was again being harassed. He initially brushed it off, like it’s so petty I shouldn’t mind it. But then I guess he felt the harassment, so he told me I should go home.
I am home. But I couldn’t go out.
The asswipe threatened that he will file an official complaint against me. I answered back, “Ok.” I felt he was stunned. Hahahaha!
I am looking forward to tomorrow. If the big bosses would give in to his so-called complaint, then I don’t deserve to be here.
I deserve a better place.
However, I went into this place without any plans of giving up. Now, more than ever, I don’t want to. Even if it were just to not give him that satisfaction that he is invulnerable.
E kung sa palakasan lang, di nya kilala ang mga kilala ko. But I don’t do that. I’m a peace-loving person. If provoked to the core, then that’s the time for more aggressive action.
Pasalamat sya na sa Department Head level pa lang ito. Ang nakakatawa pa nito, e obvious naman na sa akin kakampi yung Head for rational reasons.
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